havent been feeling so well since yesterday
and i have no idea
of what is going on with me
even i crack under the slightest pressure

today was just not the best day at all
i feel so unwell
i feel so suffocated
i feel so demoralized

and i just hate being like this
so, so emo-ish


i dont want to lose what i have just found
for all this that i didnt meant for it to happen
for all the mistakes that ive done
im here to apologise

im sorry

i just feel so lost, confused, complicated
i guess im just at my lowest
im sorry


lost my way from everything i swore i knew
runaway from start to finish though it never ends
in my mind im blinded by all i see
close my eyes, just pretend the bullet isnt there
no surprise, no need to pretend that no one really even cares
but in her eyes you will find the very best in me


iloveyoumorethanyoulleverknow